Showing posts with label compete. Show all posts
Showing posts with label compete. Show all posts

Ready To Run,Run,Run,Run...



O-o-o-o-oh-oh......I wanna run..........(run)........_________ into ___________!!! LMAOOO Yea I feel like that but I always do when a person captures my attention for a lenghthy amount of time. It's a hard and horrible habit I have to break. I always feel a certain way and when the feelings are'nt reciprocated I feel.......a tad bit.......ya know....upset. But when they are shown back i need to know to take them with a light heart then later on run wit it. BUT now I feel somewhat stable. See what I seek is what I would call a firecracker, brilliant,bright, something that can set me on FIRE!!!! POW!!! LMAOOO That type of person always gets me. But moving on..... Do you ever feel like a close friend or significant other ever tries to compete with you?? Of course it involves jealousy but it's like something else is involved and you just can't put yor finger on it. I would say that they are trying to be just like me but that would make me sound kind of rude and arrogant, which I'm not. but that kind of ish really gets to me, especially when I know they have no chance whatsoever.<- Making me sound all full of myself. Oh btw I had the wierdest dream and two people whom I've had "encounters with were in it asking for the same thing, and when I awoke I was like wow.....really now?? And since I see my dreams as predicting things to come, it really make me wonder. BUT for now I'll leave it alone until I have nothing else to think about. So until then or until something else comes and bites me...Ch.....iao!!!!

HaRuMpH....

That's how I feel.........well how I felt since I saved this as a draft and i am just now re-editing it. I was'nt really feeling the one I'm with, a friend was flying to close to the sun, and to top it off my crush had and is still starting to realize who they are....and I like it. I should'nt but hell I'm human, and I crave attention. Now as for the friend....UGGGGHHHH LMAOOO....that's all I can say. I told them before hand the flirting was getting out of hand and i didn't want them to get attached, but guess what?? Well hell obviously you know what happened...and now OMGGG THEY JUST CALLED LMAOOO...sorry for the interruption but yea' see this is what happens when people don't listen. Then claim that you have an attitude or have changed. HELL YEA I DO!!!!! If you would've listened you would'nt think I was so mean.....well I am but still. Now on to the "One"<---This person is pulling every string and ganglion of nerve I have in me. They want to understand me but they just are'nt. I have no problem with that, if we were meant to understand each other there would be no conflict in the world at all. But this person just has to get me, if they don't they then start trying to compete with me just to irk me knowing good and well when I get angry they can't help but to give up. It's no use.... BUTTTT back to the crush *sigh* lmaoooo GAWWWDDD they have been on my mind since like...forever.(Yea that sentence was not correct english...or logic for that matter. BUT anyway.....I'm hooked once again, let's see how this will turn out..if it happens.