Ready To Run,Run,Run,Run...

O-o-o-o-oh-oh......I wanna run..........(run)........_________ into ___________!!! LMAOOO Yea I feel like that but I always do when a person captures my attention for a lenghthy amount of time. It's a hard and horrible habit I have to break. I always feel a certain way and when the feelings are'nt reciprocated I feel.......a tad bit.......ya know....upset. But when they are shown back i need to know to take them with a light heart then later on run wit it. BUT now I feel somewhat stable. See what I seek is what I would call a firecracker, brilliant,bright, something that can set me on FIRE!!!! POW!!! LMAOOO That type of person always gets me. But moving on..... Do you ever feel like a close friend or significant other ever tries to compete with you?? Of course it involves jealousy but it's like something else is involved and you just can't put yor finger on it. I would say that they are trying to be just like me but that would make me sound kind of rude and arrogant, which I'm not. but that kind of ish really gets to me, especially when I know they have no chance whatsoever.<- Making me sound all full of myself. Oh btw I had the wierdest dream and two people whom I've had "encounters with were in it asking for the same thing, and when I awoke I was like wow.....really now?? And since I see my dreams as predicting things to come, it really make me wonder. BUT for now I'll leave it alone until I have nothing else to think about. So until then or until something else comes and bites me...Ch.....iao!!!!

HAHA!!!

I feel sooooooooooooooooo good right now.....words can't even began to form sentences that from paragraphs to explain how I feel. I feel as if though I've fallen onto a bed full of soft things<--yea corny but oh well. I have'nt got this feelin in like 50 gazmillion eons!!!! And it feels good to feel good!!! Shit what else is there to say lmaooo. BUT in a bad note a.k.a pink slip a friend told me that me and the "one" should've just been friends.....sometimes I wonder......nvm...well there is more to come tomorrow well later on today since it is exactly 2:42 my time so for now Dream golden dreams encrusted with diamond aspirations!!!

HaRuMpH....

That's how I feel.........well how I felt since I saved this as a draft and i am just now re-editing it. I was'nt really feeling the one I'm with, a friend was flying to close to the sun, and to top it off my crush had and is still starting to realize who they are....and I like it. I should'nt but hell I'm human, and I crave attention. Now as for the friend....UGGGGHHHH LMAOOO....that's all I can say. I told them before hand the flirting was getting out of hand and i didn't want them to get attached, but guess what?? Well hell obviously you know what happened...and now OMGGG THEY JUST CALLED LMAOOO...sorry for the interruption but yea' see this is what happens when people don't listen. Then claim that you have an attitude or have changed. HELL YEA I DO!!!!! If you would've listened you would'nt think I was so mean.....well I am but still. Now on to the "One"<---This person is pulling every string and ganglion of nerve I have in me. They want to understand me but they just are'nt. I have no problem with that, if we were meant to understand each other there would be no conflict in the world at all. But this person just has to get me, if they don't they then start trying to compete with me just to irk me knowing good and well when I get angry they can't help but to give up. It's no use.... BUTTTT back to the crush *sigh* lmaoooo GAWWWDDD they have been on my mind since like...forever.(Yea that sentence was not correct english...or logic for that matter. BUT anyway.....I'm hooked once again, let's see how this will turn out..if it happens.

I Must Confess

A list of confessions I did some weeks ago on Facebook, I meant to put them on here but it completely slipped my mind. These confessions are from the heart and they might help you get to know me a little better,BUT you may not like some of them and....that's fine. lol

Its what it is......I must confess
1. Sometimes I really don't give 2 shits about peoples problems
2. Hell yeah I can be selfish.
3. People piss me off in general.
4. I strongly dislike people who always feel sorry for themselves.
5. It irks me when people try so hard to be "that bitch" and fail...miserably.
6. I'm always angry during sometime of the day.
7. I'm shallow..
8. I'm selfish..
9. I lack certain morals..and I love it
10.I love myself...who doesn't?

B-Ball

The title has absolutely nothing to do with basketball. Yesterday at work one of my friends decided she had had enough and she is putting in her 2 weeks..Oh no, but moving on lmaoo, yesterday I was on Myspace (I rarely go there anymore, I don't know what compelled me to do it yesterday) and an old flame IMed me( LOL@ Myspace for copying Facebook), I was like, "hmmmm, what do you want?" But anyway we chatted for a bit and then they started asking was I single and all that foolishness, I gave answers, and then out of nowhere they said they missed me. 0.o Then they went on to say they had fallin' in love with me, and I left for school, and left them all alone, and blah, blah ,blah, BUT any way it made me feel so bad and I wished I could have them again but...yea anyway. I also bought a new camera and put the battery in wrong and kept it like that for two hours, thinking it was charging (iFAIL).OHHH I want to shout-out to my 2 SMEXY FOLLOWERS!!! HEYYY YA'LL!!!!!!!! LMAOO I may only have these 2 but they mean alot, they are talented and interesting. I promise you 2 my blogs will get more interesting as time goes by. Oh by the way a "Just Thinkin" Pt. II is in the making