Showing posts with label envy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label envy. Show all posts

Ready To Run,Run,Run,Run...



O-o-o-o-oh-oh......I wanna run..........(run)........_________ into ___________!!! LMAOOO Yea I feel like that but I always do when a person captures my attention for a lenghthy amount of time. It's a hard and horrible habit I have to break. I always feel a certain way and when the feelings are'nt reciprocated I feel.......a tad bit.......ya know....upset. But when they are shown back i need to know to take them with a light heart then later on run wit it. BUT now I feel somewhat stable. See what I seek is what I would call a firecracker, brilliant,bright, something that can set me on FIRE!!!! POW!!! LMAOOO That type of person always gets me. But moving on..... Do you ever feel like a close friend or significant other ever tries to compete with you?? Of course it involves jealousy but it's like something else is involved and you just can't put yor finger on it. I would say that they are trying to be just like me but that would make me sound kind of rude and arrogant, which I'm not. but that kind of ish really gets to me, especially when I know they have no chance whatsoever.<- Making me sound all full of myself. Oh btw I had the wierdest dream and two people whom I've had "encounters with were in it asking for the same thing, and when I awoke I was like wow.....really now?? And since I see my dreams as predicting things to come, it really make me wonder. BUT for now I'll leave it alone until I have nothing else to think about. So until then or until something else comes and bites me...Ch.....iao!!!!

Just Thinkin' Pt. II

I had to do a part two because last night as I stayed awoke until the sun rose more people came to my mind...



Mr. C.T.-My own Lupe Fiasco+Rob Roy+Janelle Monae(Secret Crush)....



B-Ball- The Jealous One who I miss....sometimes



Don-Don: No lie it really sickens me sometimes when I think how could I have possibly fallen in so-called love with you. You had your times but now you and this whole Darkness Is Me look is not a good look for you. You always talk about people being fake and this and that to gain attention, but look at yourself....nuff said....(No shade on the emo ish)





Tie-Dye: I have nothin much to say except I see you for who you are.



DISCLAIMER: THIS ISN'T THE LAST "jUST tHINKIN'" oBVIOUSLY tHE mORE pEOPLE i mEET, tHE mORE oPINIONS i wILL hAVE"