Weekly Woes and Wonders..............and Wishes?

This week has had to have been the most whirlwind kinda week ever!! A complete break-up here, a new love there, and everything else in between. The bagel break-up person severed their last frayed strand with me and a best friend has become more closer, closer than expected. This is just a preview for now though, more details are coming later though..........

Bagel Break-Ups


Yes I know the title......a lil bit weird but it soooo fits what I'm about to say. Ok yesterday I got into it with my significant other over a lil mishap, then later on they had left a bagel from earlier that day in my room, which I soon ate. Yea I was wrong for that but hey why let it go to waste. Well anyway they told me that I Am...Goin to buy them another bagel, and me being me said, "Well I don't have to buy you another one, but I will." Then we argued back and forth on what I should and what I will do. Yea a stupid argument, but I'm stubborn so it lasted for a couple of minutes. But after the bagel argument I realized something. Bagels have two sides correct? And if I remember correctly, one side is larger than the other side, no? Well me being me and over analyzing things I applied the bagel to my current relationship. I thought it was me at first, I thought i was the one not puttin my all into the relationship but I realized I was, I was putting way to much in, just to keep it all together, I was the large part of the bagel and them, the smaller, flatter side...............-that's all I just can't go on anymore I have nothing else left to say.

Dead Fantasy....Gives Me Life!!


Ok one day I was just browsing through Youtube (like last year), bored as usual and I decided to look up final fantasy because..........sheesh IDK!! I have the game and I wanted to see what else was in it that I have'nt seen yet. THENNN....I came across Dead Fantasy.........two of my favorite games in one. Final Fantasy and Dead or Alive. I watched it and IMMEDIATELY had to see the other parts, but at that time it was only 2 parts. Now I have revisited the videos, and they now have 5 parts to it. The producer of these videos Monty Oum -->Check him ouwwt!!! (http://www.gametrailers.com/game/monty-oum/4712) he's a pure genious!!! i really have to give him his props because I know it has to take hours upon hours and days upon days to make these videos!! And besides Dead Fantasy, he has even more!!!!

*Slides Back In*


Hey to the people that are reading this!!!! I'm back, I guess you can say, I have'nt posted in a while because of school and thangs' but now that I'm sorta settled in, I'll be postin more! Well I don't really have anything postworthy today except a couple of odd things.


1.)Some random dude on campus says hi (well wassup) to me and knows my name........but I have no clue whatsoever who he be!! But I'm not rude 24/7 so I always respond. Who knows he might be important to me later on.


2.)Today I've inspired someone to stop bein' a hooch, a skank, a slut, a 304, a.......well you catch my drift, but yea, ME!!!!!?? Out of all people, me inspiring people? Now with my lil' record I would be the last person telling someone something of importance. Because it's either what I say, or how I say it that makes people a little agitated. I only speak the truth, or what I think is the truth. BUT HEY!!! If you can't take it don't ask..................at all.......#kthanx.(tm)lmaoooo.


3.) I still have money in my account.....WOOT WOOT!!!!!! I really did NOT want to pay for this one book for my class and I didn't. Go Good Credit!!


Ch........................shyte well that's it fah nah, I promise more is on the way. ADIOS!!!!

I'm Feelin It















These images you see before you are CD cover art pics that I made myself!!!! YAYYY MEE!!! I've been really inspired lately and yea......here ya go!! I have plenty more to make so be watchin out for em'!!!






















A Quickie

Imma laugh if that's for me..............................-that's all
P.S.- btw you can't lie worth shit.............lol it's cute in a way...........

Ready To Run,Run,Run,Run...



O-o-o-o-oh-oh......I wanna run..........(run)........_________ into ___________!!! LMAOOO Yea I feel like that but I always do when a person captures my attention for a lenghthy amount of time. It's a hard and horrible habit I have to break. I always feel a certain way and when the feelings are'nt reciprocated I feel.......a tad bit.......ya know....upset. But when they are shown back i need to know to take them with a light heart then later on run wit it. BUT now I feel somewhat stable. See what I seek is what I would call a firecracker, brilliant,bright, something that can set me on FIRE!!!! POW!!! LMAOOO That type of person always gets me. But moving on..... Do you ever feel like a close friend or significant other ever tries to compete with you?? Of course it involves jealousy but it's like something else is involved and you just can't put yor finger on it. I would say that they are trying to be just like me but that would make me sound kind of rude and arrogant, which I'm not. but that kind of ish really gets to me, especially when I know they have no chance whatsoever.<- Making me sound all full of myself. Oh btw I had the wierdest dream and two people whom I've had "encounters with were in it asking for the same thing, and when I awoke I was like wow.....really now?? And since I see my dreams as predicting things to come, it really make me wonder. BUT for now I'll leave it alone until I have nothing else to think about. So until then or until something else comes and bites me...Ch.....iao!!!!