It Truly Gets Worse B4 it gets Better....

Understanding.........makes the world function a little bit better........without it.....utter and supreme chaos. BUT the world needs a little bit of chaos in order for it to keep spinning and for new things to arise. So why is it hard for people to understand that not understanding is ok at times?? Foolish though it may sound, sometimes things are'nt meant to be understood. It may take time but eventually something will work it's way out, and when it is resolved you'll learn something new.

The A,B,C's of what I like!

I got this Idea from http://www.cherryvomit.com/ , so now it's my turn!!!!

A- Abysinthe (The word)

B- BACON!!!

C- Caramel

D- Deadly plants

E- Everclear

F- Foreshadowing (The literary element)

G- Grappling Hooks

H- Hoodies

I- Icecubes

J- Juicy Fruit

K- Kangaroos

L- laser pointers

M- MaJiK

N- .....Naruto

O- Omelettes

P- Pears

Q- Quasars

R- russian vodka

S- "Save The Hero"

T- Turtle flavored anything (You know turtle, the caramel and chocolate mix)

U- Underground artists

V- Veal

W-WATERMELON FLAVORED ANYTHING!!!!

X- X-men

Y- Yellow squash....

Z- Zippers (they are sexy to me for some reason)

Lessons on Living With Ones Self: My Edition

1. If you have to ask people do they think you act a certain way, chances are you do and you know it, or else you would'nt have asked. (ie: "Am I a hoe?"......of course you are.)



2. If you feel someone is always talking about you, don't sit there and wonder why, you know why, so don't play dumb. It's not a good look.



3. Never put ALL your trust in one person, divide it equally amongst friends, that way everybody gets a share but not a full amount.



4. Never EVER think someone is different from what you percieved of them when you first saw them, hold that thought dear BUT get to know them.

5. Finally......take advice but always hold yours above the rest, sometimes thinking for yourself is the best.

Weekly Woes and Wonders..............and Wishes?

This week has had to have been the most whirlwind kinda week ever!! A complete break-up here, a new love there, and everything else in between. The bagel break-up person severed their last frayed strand with me and a best friend has become more closer, closer than expected. This is just a preview for now though, more details are coming later though..........

Bagel Break-Ups

Yes I know the title......a lil bit weird but it soooo fits what I'm about to say. Ok yesterday I got into it with my significant other over a lil mishap, then later on they had left a bagel from earlier that day in my room, which I soon ate. Yea I was wrong for that but hey why let it go to waste. Well anyway they told me that I Am...Goin to buy them another bagel, and me being me said, "Well I don't have to buy you another one, but I will." Then we argued back and forth on what I should and what I will do. Yea a stupid argument, but I'm stubborn so it lasted for a couple of minutes. But after the bagel argument I realized something. Bagels have two sides correct? And if I remember correctly, one side is larger than the other side, no? Well me being me and over analyzing things I applied the bagel to my current relationship. I thought it was me at first, I thought i was the one not puttin my all into the relationship but I realized I was, I was putting way to much in, just to keep it all together, I was the large part of the bagel and them, the smaller, flatter side...............-that's all I just can't go on anymore I have nothing else left to say.

Dead Fantasy....Gives Me Life!!

Ok one day I was just browsing through Youtube (like last year), bored as usual and I decided to look up final fantasy because..........sheesh IDK!! I have the game and I wanted to see what else was in it that I have'nt seen yet. THENNN....I came across Dead Fantasy.........two of my favorite games in one. Final Fantasy and Dead or Alive. I watched it and IMMEDIATELY had to see the other parts, but at that time it was only 2 parts. Now I have revisited the videos, and they now have 5 parts to it. The producer of these videos Monty Oum -->Check him ouwwt!!! (http://www.gametrailers.com/game/monty-oum/4712) he's a pure genious!!! i really have to give him his props because I know it has to take hours upon hours and days upon days to make these videos!! And besides Dead Fantasy, he has even more!!!!

*Slides Back In*

Hey to the people that are reading this!!!! I'm back, I guess you can say, I have'nt posted in a while because of school and thangs' but now that I'm sorta settled in, I'll be postin more! Well I don't really have anything postworthy today except a couple of odd things.

1.)Some random dude on campus says hi (well wassup) to me and knows my name........but I have no clue whatsoever who he be!! But I'm not rude 24/7 so I always respond. Who knows he might be important to me later on.

2.)Today I've inspired someone to stop bein' a hooch, a skank, a slut, a 304, a.......well you catch my drift, but yea, ME!!!!!?? Out of all people, me inspiring people? Now with my lil' record I would be the last person telling someone something of importance. Because it's either what I say, or how I say it that makes people a little agitated. I only speak the truth, or what I think is the truth. BUT HEY!!! If you can't take it don't ask..................at all.......#kthanx.(tm)lmaoooo.

3.) I still have money in my account.....WOOT WOOT!!!!!! I really did NOT want to pay for this one book for my class and I didn't. Go Good Credit!!

Ch........................shyte well that's it fah nah, I promise more is on the way. ADIOS!!!!